{"id":910,"date":"2003-01-27T20:58:00","date_gmt":"2003-01-27T20:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/2003\/01\/27\/unsettled\/"},"modified":"2024-12-02T12:34:49","modified_gmt":"2024-12-02T20:34:49","slug":"unsettled","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/2003\/01\/27\/unsettled\/","title":{"rendered":"Unsettled"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Things to say,<\/strong> apologies to make to many friends who have been neglected, many difficult things to admit about me treating myself like a precious little glass ornament that can&#8217;t withstand any pressure. I can take it  I just haven&#8217;t wanted to, and I&#8217;ve used a vast array of excuses to justify my own laziness, my own unwillingness to juggle even a normal amount of work, social interaction, life in general. The details don&#8217;t necessarily matter: as it was pointed out to me (and as I&#8217;m forced to admit), I&#8217;ve developed an alarming tendency to use writing on the site as a substitute for interaction. That makes me feel shitty, and I hope I can correct my mistakes. I&#8217;ve done a poor job of showing a number of extraordinary people how big a piece of me thay really are. <\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;ve noticed, then I&#8217;m sorry. Bear with me  it seems I still have more self-repair work to do than I&#8217;d noticed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things to say, apologies to make to many friends who have been neglected, many difficult things to admit about me treating myself like a precious little glass ornament that can&#8217;t withstand any pressure. I can take it I just haven&#8217;t wanted to, and I&#8217;ve used a vast array of excuses to justify my own laziness, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/2003\/01\/27\/unsettled\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Unsettled&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-910","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ultrapersonal"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/910","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=910"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/910\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":69463,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/910\/revisions\/69463"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=910"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=910"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ultrasparky.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=910"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}